|a public entry because nobody looks at eljay anyway
||[Jul. 15th, 2012|10:24 pm]
|||||indifferent yet horny||]|
What I've been doing for a little is typing all my feelings into documents like this and never pressing send. I'll probably end up doing it again... although I'll try not to.
I don't like the hollow feeling I'm getting - expecting disappointment, accepting disappointment.
I just want to wake up with somebody there because the morning light looks so good on everyone's skin.